1st November

Friday,

Someone woke me up at 1am something, im awake but I fall asleep then I woke up again at 3am. I read geo.. It made me felt so sleepy. So yeah I slept again heheh but I set my alarm at 5.30am

The sounds of my alarm totally woke me up! Tarus wide awake laaaaaah. BELAJAR GEO! SCAAAAAAANING! XD

Then mandi at aound 6.30am i guess? Im all set and Im ready to go to school. While waiting I text him up but no reply from him. I waited. But still no reply from him so nevermind tarus zoom je ke sekolah. I brought my phone along with me. I remembered I did put it inside my pocket but then the moment I arrived at school, I checked my pocket, there's no phone inside? I was wondering where did I put it? Usually every exam I put it inside my friend's beg. So yeah, rupanya tertinggal kat kereta kaka... =='

Geo paper 2. Alhamdulillah it was ok for me but inda cukup masa jelah. sheesh maaaaaan

Habis exam. Dad ambil. Different car. My phone was not with me at that time. Mom wanted to go to freshco supermarket? We went there. Shopping and jalan jalan. I'm happy I can spend my time just with my parents alone. Oh yeah but at the same time I'm worried about him also.

It took us like 3 hours shopping. Now I'M REALLY WORRIED.

Finally imma home. Took my phone from my sister's car. Then straight away text him up. I was happy I can text with him but sekejap saja since he had to go to the mosque. Yeah. Tunggu habis sembahyang lah tu jawapannya.

I dont know why suddenly I felt like really moody. After sembahyang jumaat dah. He text me up. Oh he dont know how much I missed him... :( I'm ok with it after all. Kami textler after that. He said that he cut his hair. hehehehehehe happy is meeeeee xp

He showed it to me his new haircut. I love him <3

Then then ka opeh minta dgani ke saloon. Im going out tapi nada credit..... T.T payah balas textnya. I felt so sad.

Balik ke rumah lagi, I text him back. Hes mad i think? :( I'm sorry

Im getting more sad. Shoudve buy credit earlier.... then when I tried to text him... He was not there. I thought maybe he has work or something else? So I waited. Then time maghrib, I text him up again cause I know he will appear but nada. I text him again. No reply. It broke my heart, Idkw. I just want to cry at that time. How childish right? ahahaha but yeah

Ka pirah bawa jalaaaaaaaan. We went to Time Square. Jalan atu pun ALUM ADA TEXTNYA. OKAY. SABAR. I had fun with my siblings tho but.... T.T

At 8 somthing? He replied my text. He said that ia tertidur.... bla bla bla. I was happy but I feel so sad somehow. I cried. So immature! I dont want to reply his text cause I feel guilty after all. Bla bla bla. Dinner in SCR at Gadong then went to the Mall bought something. He text me up again, now I replied.

Im homey, I was mad. I feel sorry for him. I said I want to go to sleep but I cant sleep after all. I thought that he would say "dont go to sleep first or what" but he didnt say anything. He just say ok. It broke my heart again. I waited for his love but he didnt say. It hurts. OH GOD! HE REALLY DID BROKE MY HEART TODAY! HOW SAD!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE. THIS IS SUCKS. HATE TODAY

Today's exam

Geography.

I would say it was hard because of I chose the wrong question. Tadi geography paper 1 which it has 6 questions. 2Q on every theme. 3 Theme.

-Theme A 1) Deforestation
                 2) River
-Theme B 3) Population
                 4) Farming
-Theme C 5) Tourism
                6) Industry

I answered question number 2, 3 and 5

On river, there's a question where it asked about the formation of delta which I forgot how, so yeah I left it blank plus inda cukup masaaaaaaaa! GAH! I HATE ESSAYS.

Whatever. Next paper 2 this friday. Wish me luck peeps xx

Studying

Things are getting complicated the more you read about it but the more you trying to understand the explanation, the facts, the diagrams and everything what state in the books or inside your notes the more fun you'll get. I'm pretty sure. That's what I found when it comes to studying. Who says learning is boring? People are blind to see that studying actually is very fun to learn. I don't get why there's still people out there who are very lazy to learn something that will bring them to their future. It's all about knowledge. Right? Knowledge is important in our life. We must have the knowledge so that we can see which things are good and bad, we can differentiate things that goes wrong and right, we can also fight whoever telling us the wrong information because we have that brain, the idea, the knowledge to think about it. Well, whatever it is, what I want to tell to everyone in this world (perhaps everyone can hear me out) Please do learn. Please do love your subject in your school (to students, of course.) Seriously you will feel the fun-ness when you're doing your studying. Hmph. Trust me. Toddles.

October

HEEEEEEY EVERYONE! ITS BEEN SO LONG I HAVENT POST ANYTHING XD

Currently I'm having my big exam this month till next month. Start at 7th of Oct till 15th of Nov. So far Bahasa Melayu, IRK and English already finished. Left with the other 6 subjects. Yesterday, I've done Computer 1, Biology 6 and POA 2. Can you imagine, 3 paper in A DAY? UNBELIEVABLE. I don't know what to say anymore. The paper was very hard for me cause I'm not ready for it. I haven't revise most of the topic so yeah I didn't do very well. Not enough revision. Felt so regret for playing along all this time :(

My next exam is on Monday, which is 3 more days from now on. Biology 2. Haven't touch them yet. Lazy plus tired because of yesterday. Doing my best shot, letting all my brain to worked, pressuring them. Poor them but I'll start tomorrow, Insya allah :p

Hari Rayaaaaaaa

7th August - Liat anak bulan, tapi tak nampak.

8th August - Last puasa... Kita akan berjumpa lagi pada tahun hadapan, insya allah!

9th August - Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri Mohon Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Please do forgive all my wrongs heheh ^^, oh yeah

Sungkai out

30th July, Tuesday

I came back from school at 3 pm then I took a very quick shower and get ready kan jaaaaaalaaaaan xp
Heavy rain, zqah ambil then zoom ke MAAAAALL!

Our midpoint was at besteastern (bookstore) so both of us went there, but none of them havent got there yet so we went up to the cinema to buy the ticketsssss. After we bought the tickets, we went to besteastern again, we saw diyun my friend then three of us was looking, searching and reading the synopsis at the back of the book and and we were planning to buy the books but nevermind... then we saw amal (eyaaaaaah pretty amal was pretty: Surprisingly cause shes the type of boyish girl) and again we saw syifaaaaaa!

We went upstairs again to buy one more ticket for alex (nana's bf). We split up, im with syifaa while the rest with amal the big boss they went to buy the ticket. Then syifaa bought new a pairs of shoe for her at Bata. After that without wasting any time, we went inside the cinema to watch "Apartment 1303." DARN IT! Boring broooooooo = ='

Sungkai at Pondok Seri Wangi. I had fun :3

BUSTED!

FAILED. SO  FAILED. ITS SOOOOOO BUSTED! 

aiyayoh.. no matter ill tried to hide it, still busted --'

July

6th Saturday-

My school won the Pertandingan Gulingtangan Peringkat Akhir diantara Sekolah-sekolah dan Maktab-maktab senegara. We've got 950 dollars! YEAY! XD Thanks to those who supporting us and those who involved in teaching us on how to play the instruments, especially to my teacher and sir and also my teammate. Thanks. Really appreciate it. *thumbs up*

7th Sunday-

Well, since we won... my sir promised that he would treat us watching movies. So, Time Square, Despicable me, Cinema 1 at 3pm :B

8th Monday-

Our school principal gave speech at break time and all the teachers and also all the student who participate in any kind of clubs also joining too. She gave us thanksgiving for making her proud and making the school proud of us. Well never missed the food :p

9th Tuesday-

Tcher kayah supposed to treat us Pizza hut since its double Tuesday but suddenly it was cancelled so we had to order something else. We'll me missing each other... and I'll be missing all of them...

10th Wednesday-

1st daaaaaaaay of RAMADHAAAAAN! This is what im waiting for xp Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa :*

Study group?

18th of June, Tuesday

The sound of dad's cars woke me up at 7. I jumped off from the bed and ran straight to mom's room. When I opened the door I saw mom was lying down, still sleeping. I was like.. "aik? Mom, you're not working?" then she was like "huh?" while rubbing her eyes with her hand and I can tell she's still in her daydreaming. She asked me "where's your dad?" then I said "down? On his way going to work? what about you mom? don't you have work?" I asked her instead. Suddenly her eyes wide opened. I thought maybe dad left her? ahahaha then she asked me "do you have extra class?" "yes, not extra class but practice indeed" I said. Then she told me to take her phone at her charging corner. I took it and gave it to her. I went back to my room cause I know I can't going to practice cause there's no transportation. Dad already left us going to his work, mom can't drive due to her phobia and all my sisters having their own holiday at KL! pfft oh great. Then after a moments, heard mom calling my name and told me to get ready cause dad is coming back and going to fetch us soon. I took my shower and yup I'm ready.

Well my practice starts at 9 but I came too early so I just take my walk around the school. Then I checked my phone, there's a text from my friends, they said they were having a study group at Dewan bahasa right now. So I was thinking maybe I should join them... or no? Then I asked one of my friend "can you picked me up at school then we can go together to dewan bahasa?" Then she said "sure, but what about your practice?" then I said "naaaaah, don't bother bout it" well I'm scared tho cause it was as if I was trying to escaped! Oh my... this is baaaaaad oh dangerous! Then I saw my teacher, I told her the truth then she allowed me to go with my friend. Surprisingly! ahahaha

My friend picked me up. There was her big brother and her youngest brother. Awkkkkkward. Reached to our destination then we went upstairs, found the rest of my friends then study. Like finally? ahahahah I never study when it comes to holiday. Like come on its holiday. Its time to have fun right?

Oppst I havent tell my parents that I'm going to dewan bahasa. Was planning to called my dad but nevermind, I don't have that strength to tell him and asked his permission. So, I text him instead, bla bla bla, gladly he allowed me too? O.O its smells fishy here...

We took a pictures, having our lunch or should I say brunch instead? Doing our homework, windows shopping, pray and stuffs. We even crossed to the next building which is shopping complex. We were having our lunch at there. Don't mind, don't bother, its all my friends treat. yeay! Get crazy? Oh yes!

Went back to serious time, next to our table there's a two boys. Ulala~ are we lucky or what? HANDSOME BOYSSSSSS. Only one literally. Delete the "s" Just one.

Bla bla bla.... here's our picture~

Behind iqah was the handsome boy! You looked tired jess! XD

Jess? Are you seriously doing your work?

Stressed iqah is stressed! 

Big head tazah is big head!

Shopping?

With Zirah

We pray.

W jess and fooood

Study, having our lunch at Yayasan's Food court