haiyah...

Sorrylah... bukannya aku sombong ataupun apa, aku buat pun pasal aku inda mau karang khusyuk melayan kamu saja. Gila kali? My june exam tomorrow lah broooo... kamu ani, kalau aku layan kamu karang, guarantee sah jadi manja text kamu ah! atu yang aku inda suka... ahhhhh! LANTAK JE LAH!

Sorry eh?

I have to cause I need to focus on my studying. I'm not interested kan betexting sama kamu ahhhh... Right now I already have my bf and I really do like him. Who? My studies. He is my future man! I don't want to lose this time and I don't want to make my family sad or disappointed on my results. So, please understand me just for once? Promise next time after this Oct exam, aku layan lah. Be patience eh?

Thank you for your cooperation.

JUNE IS COMING!!

June is coming and here I am still playing around. It's not like I don't care about it but actually I don't know where and when should I start my revision cause the subjects that I take is only languages. Lately, I know I'm getting lazy, lazy and lazy plus busy. Busy with what? I don't know. I just feel like I'm busy with my studying that's all but I'm always trying to throw away all my laziness and try to work out. So, that's it. heheh

Exactly one week before my birthday.

26th of April 2013,

Nurul Nadira Izzati Atiqah binti Shamely is her name or in short form we called her Nana. She's my twin sister who were born exactly one week before me. So what I'm trying to say here is last week was her born day on Friday. She is shorter than me so sometimes I did bullied her either in school, outside school or even at texting. I know she's more older than me but heeeeeeheeee

She's nice to whoever she's talking to or friend with, pretty from both inside and outside, clever in studying, good in everything except for sports. She's very weak at sports like seriously I'm telling you xp but she's working on it right now. She's always got the best score at our class so I'm a little bit jealous. Why I can't be like her? get the best score in my class? Why oh why? T.T

Yeah, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY. May allah bless you always and have a blast. Goodluck on your o'level and on everything you do. I will always support you no matter what. No worries. Thanks for everything you've done for me. You played the role in my life as my bestest friend and my big sister. You treat me very well. I'm glad to have you in my life for the whole 2 years in counting and I hope our friendship last longer till Jannah. AMIN and INSYA ALLAH.

Last but not least,

I love you with all my heart and it always be. THANK YOU :*

I love them with all my heart :*

"Oh my god" was the first words that came out from my mouth when I saw the video. What video? It's all started this morning..

Nisah giving me her pendrive(pd), asked me to do something later when I'm home. She said "taz, can you send a file through my gmail? open up my pd, you will see a file and you send it directly to my gmail. I want it tonight, immediately when you're home after our extra class. Thank you" then I said "um sure"

Extra class was end at 4pm but my dad picked me up around 4.30pm. We went to my brother's school to picked him up at 5pm but we've to waited inside our car cause it's not 5pm yet. While waiting for that I checked my phone to know what's going on in there. Having a chit chat with my friends then suddenly Nisah said "taz, did you sent it already that thing that I asked you this morning?" then I was like "oh yeah! I almost forgot but I'm not home yet. IM SORRY!!!" I feel bad cause she said that she needed it as soon as possible.

I thought after we picked up my brother, we went straightly to home but in fact we're going to shopping first indeed. So, I'm a little bit worried cause imma still feel bad for Nisah, I just wish I can teleport myself to my home and get everything done first and then I can freely continue shopping without feeling any guilty at all.

Done with shopping then went home. At home, straightly opened up my laptop to do what must have done. But before that I text Nisah, I asked her once again to make sure what should I do, who knows I send the wrong files right? Then she said "oh, you just open up my pd then you will see a file, that's all" so I followed what she told me. The moment when I opened up her pd. I saw a video with a title saying "TO TAZAH PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO" and I was like......... errrr...... "what is this?" instead of searching for a file that Nisah asked me to send, I clicked that video and I watched it without feeling guilty cause busybody-ing on someone's proprietary is a bad thing.

Well that video is what I'm talking about right now.. What's inside? It was a short video from them. It takes 7 to 8 minutes. It's a present from all of them for my sweet 16th birthday. It's showing how much they love me. 3 to 4 minutes was a music video made by their own using Taylor Swift song's "22" they were dancing, singing, posing and doing something that really made me laughed. Then the rest 5 to 8 minutes was a direct speech from them. Individually. Saying something, greeting me and stuff. I was paralysed when I saw the video. I cried. I laughed. Cried again.and laughed again. I was shocked, surprised when I watched the video. I really didn't expect that they were going to make this video just for me. I'm so touched and amazed that how lucky I am to have such a great, extraordinary friends. I don't know how to thank them. I know, just saying "Thank you" is not enough for them but still I keep on saying "Thank you" to them. I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE THEM EVER IN MY LIFE. I need them in my life cause they're part of my life right now from the moment they entered in my life. This makes me love them much more and more than myself xp

After all, now I know why Nisah asking me to opened up her pd. It's just an acted, prank. I HATE THEM FOR DOING THIS TO ME!!!!

But honestly,

I REALLY LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART,

and,

I'm so glad to have them in my life and I appreciate it. This present was the best of the bestest presents I ever had. You guys always made my day. Thank you for everything my friends. Thank you.

Happy 16th birthday to me hehehee xp

Well I'm officially 16th years old right now. Yeay. Nothing change.. just the same old me, cool person :p

Honestly, I'm saying this from the bottom of my heart and I'm being sincere, I'm happy. Really happy. I can't described it or show it to you guys how happy I am right now. You guys don't know how happy I am. Starting from last night when the clock striking at exactly 12 am, there's a lot of incoming text from my phone. Well eventually I knew this was gonna happened. For once in my whole life I cried because of I'm so touched and amazed with all my family and friends out there. I cried every time someone's greet me. In my whole life I've never cried when my birthday is coming but this time I don't know why, I just cried. T.T Tears of joyful.

Actually last night we had family's gathering at my house. Every Thursday's night. We had "sembahyang jemaah and tahlil" like we always do and that night my families light up four lanterns as my birthday. Why four? I'm not sure myself either. I slept around 11 pm. Seriously I'm exhausted so I sleep lah. But when I'm lying down on my bed I don't feel sleepy at all. So I played my phone, checking my phone every minutes. Then when I saw the clock almost 12 am I pretend to sleep cause I know my family will going to my room and surprise me. Yup I'm waiting. But as a results no one is coming to my room. Doesn't matter, thought maybe they're tired. Be positive.

As you know incoming text from my friends. There's a lot of them that I need to reply. In respond, the only thing that I can say is "Thank you." I'm speechless to those who greet me.

Of course people know when is their birthday right? I know it's hurts when no one is remember your birthday. So before, I wish my ex flings will remember and greet me personally. So I waited. I saw his last seen, it kept on changing. So, I thought maybe he forget bout it already. Yes its hurts. At 12.30 my sisters knocked my door and sang happy birthday song for me. I cried again cause I'm happy they remembered. They gave me a cake which supposed to be a surprised cake but its failed cause the cake is melted already. So, I went down to the living rooms with them and ate the cake together and watched running man too XD

We watched till 3 am.. Now I felt so sleepy. I checked my phone and saw incoming text from someone. I opened and read it. I'm paralysed somehow ahahaha thought he forget already but which is not. Its from him. My ex flings. He did remembered. Im happy, smiling from ear to ear. Even now I can't stop smiling. It was like a dream and one of my wish come true. I went to bed with satisfied on my face.

I woke up early and I checked my phone again, ha'ah as expected there's more greetings. Even I checked my twitter and facebook also. I know later we're going out shopping so I took my shower earlier. huhuhu and right now, I'm still replying those text while waiting for my family to wake up and zoom zoom shopping xp

Last but not least, I know I haven't really update my blog cause busy studying with my upcoming exams and I don't have time but as least this time I have time to opened up laptop.Thank you, I really do. I really appreciate it and I LOVE YOU ALL NO MATTER WHAT. You guys have given me what I want and what's the best for me. Thank you :* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoxoooooooooooooooooxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooxx you know that endless right? XD

Whoop, my eldest sister just woke up and she told me to get ready. See? heheheh later peeps xx

Finally

Hey blogger.  I'm back. Sorry, I haven't get a chance to update my blog so yeah busy w my sch, studying for my next coming up exam which is June, and tmrow I have my oral...... *doki doki*

anw, for the last few days... 3rd April Wednesday,

My friend Iqah, it was her birthday. We celebrated her birthday at sch, time break. Birthday surprised. Hope she really enjoyed it. Here I've got something to tell you Iqah..

"Happy birthday to my dearest best friend IQAAAAAAAH! Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. May ALLAH bless you and may all your wishes do come true. Hope you enjoy your special day like you always do, cause even though you said birthday for you is nothing, it feels like normal day je... but for other peoples birthday is their special day, their born day. Hope you had a wonderful day. Every year everyone will getting older by 1 to 1 age. So, of course you're also getting older but you're also getting better. We've been gone through together since year 9? that's when we became closer and closer. Ever since that, We sang. laughed, dance, ate, watched movies, hang out, fought, smiled, shared everything, get crazy together, hate and love each other. Thanks. Thank you for what you've done for me. I appreciate it. Really.

Honestly, You're beautiful, pretty from interior and exterior. ahahaha. You're extraordinary girl.
You're my best friend. mother, sister, dictionary, google and twins for me. You speak like one of them xp. Yup and again you're pretty when you smile, you're cute cause you're small and short, but sometimes you do look creepy when you showed us that straight faces, you've a great brain.. use it well! Last but not least, ILOVEYOUIQAH. Like really. I like every inch of you. Donchu dare to try to change to be someone else or try to be different from before. Stay pretty, stay stay stay stay~ whoever you are. What else ah? Hadiah? Tell me, what do you want.. insya allah i'll try to get it for you my dear one. Jangan lupa sembhyg! Belajar tah this year for o'level. Work hard and study smart. Goodluck for your o level, goodluck for your future and goodluck for your diet. kekeke erk, dont try to cheat anymore man! I can see your belly is getting thinner.. xp okay whatever. Happy sweet 16th birthday"

IN A RUSH

2nd of April 2013, 7.50pm
This morning as usual I woke up at 5am. Shower. Went downstairs. Ambil my telekong and sejadah. Sembahyang Subuh.
At school :-
 First period is english. Sir told us to go to reading room. When sir said that, what first came to mind? is... MOVIES TIME! ahaha We watched "Whale Rider" SIUK! Nangis jua lah meliat ceritanya but too bad inda sampai habis meliat cause habis dah masa T.T
Second sub is malay. Hmm.. nothing much.
Break time. Me, Farah and Iqah going to SRR(Senior Reading Room). Biasa we're the assistant ;)
After that, we had computer. Siuk belajar. Tcher ada bagi hws as usual. Pass up next class.
And lastly, maths. Getting better I think :p
PETANG (EXTRA CLASS)
hmm... actually ptg ani menunggu my lunch food. Pizza. Ka ipah supposed to be hantar the food. I called her but shes forgot. Oh great.--' I said just bring it to me before 2.30pm after my bio.
Biology started at exactly 1pm and finished at 2.30pm. Luckily today's practical was fun and great. It went well.
Habis dah bio, tarus ke parking kereta, checking ada kah inda sudah my sis. Tunggu punya tunggu, nada! K, fine. sabar sabar1
Chemistry was after biology. This time punya practical, little bit difficult and confusing. I'm lost when he explained it. "He" I meant my sir of course.
Every Tuesday my schedual is gonna be very packed! I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING IS A RUSH!
Then habis dah. Ke parking kereta balik, nada jua ka ipah ani! Called again for the second time! She's said that she waited for me almost 1 hour. Bla bla bla. Nasib inda marah. hehehe
Now, the pizza with me. I ate it with my friends. Went home. Gulik sana gulik sini atas katil. Don't know what to do. END at 8.23pm