Its just like yesterday where I was lying down on my bed, looking up at the ceilings, remembering how sad I was when he said he was sleepy and wanted to go to sleep. Now here I am totally wide awake. I dont even know what should I do right now? :(

1st November

Friday,

Someone woke me up at 1am something, im awake but I fall asleep then I woke up again at 3am. I read geo.. It made me felt so sleepy. So yeah I slept again heheh but I set my alarm at 5.30am

The sounds of my alarm totally woke me up! Tarus wide awake laaaaaah. BELAJAR GEO! SCAAAAAAANING! XD

Then mandi at aound 6.30am i guess? Im all set and Im ready to go to school. While waiting I text him up but no reply from him. I waited. But still no reply from him so nevermind tarus zoom je ke sekolah. I brought my phone along with me. I remembered I did put it inside my pocket but then the moment I arrived at school, I checked my pocket, there's no phone inside? I was wondering where did I put it? Usually every exam I put it inside my friend's beg. So yeah, rupanya tertinggal kat kereta kaka... =='

Geo paper 2. Alhamdulillah it was ok for me but inda cukup masa jelah. sheesh maaaaaan

Habis exam. Dad ambil. Different car. My phone was not with me at that time. Mom wanted to go to freshco supermarket? We went there. Shopping and jalan jalan. I'm happy I can spend my time just with my parents alone. Oh yeah but at the same time I'm worried about him also.

It took us like 3 hours shopping. Now I'M REALLY WORRIED.

Finally imma home. Took my phone from my sister's car. Then straight away text him up. I was happy I can text with him but sekejap saja since he had to go to the mosque. Yeah. Tunggu habis sembahyang lah tu jawapannya.

I dont know why suddenly I felt like really moody. After sembahyang jumaat dah. He text me up. Oh he dont know how much I missed him... :( I'm ok with it after all. Kami textler after that. He said that he cut his hair. hehehehehehe happy is meeeeee xp

He showed it to me his new haircut. I love him <3

Then then ka opeh minta dgani ke saloon. Im going out tapi nada credit..... T.T payah balas textnya. I felt so sad.

Balik ke rumah lagi, I text him back. Hes mad i think? :( I'm sorry

Im getting more sad. Shoudve buy credit earlier.... then when I tried to text him... He was not there. I thought maybe he has work or something else? So I waited. Then time maghrib, I text him up again cause I know he will appear but nada. I text him again. No reply. It broke my heart, Idkw. I just want to cry at that time. How childish right? ahahaha but yeah

Ka pirah bawa jalaaaaaaaan. We went to Time Square. Jalan atu pun ALUM ADA TEXTNYA. OKAY. SABAR. I had fun with my siblings tho but.... T.T

At 8 somthing? He replied my text. He said that ia tertidur.... bla bla bla. I was happy but I feel so sad somehow. I cried. So immature! I dont want to reply his text cause I feel guilty after all. Bla bla bla. Dinner in SCR at Gadong then went to the Mall bought something. He text me up again, now I replied.

Im homey, I was mad. I feel sorry for him. I said I want to go to sleep but I cant sleep after all. I thought that he would say "dont go to sleep first or what" but he didnt say anything. He just say ok. It broke my heart again. I waited for his love but he didnt say. It hurts. OH GOD! HE REALLY DID BROKE MY HEART TODAY! HOW SAD!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE. THIS IS SUCKS. HATE TODAY

Today's exam

Geography.

I would say it was hard because of I chose the wrong question. Tadi geography paper 1 which it has 6 questions. 2Q on every theme. 3 Theme.

-Theme A 1) Deforestation
                 2) River
-Theme B 3) Population
                 4) Farming
-Theme C 5) Tourism
                6) Industry

I answered question number 2, 3 and 5

On river, there's a question where it asked about the formation of delta which I forgot how, so yeah I left it blank plus inda cukup masaaaaaaaa! GAH! I HATE ESSAYS.

Whatever. Next paper 2 this friday. Wish me luck peeps xx

Studying

Things are getting complicated the more you read about it but the more you trying to understand the explanation, the facts, the diagrams and everything what state in the books or inside your notes the more fun you'll get. I'm pretty sure. That's what I found when it comes to studying. Who says learning is boring? People are blind to see that studying actually is very fun to learn. I don't get why there's still people out there who are very lazy to learn something that will bring them to their future. It's all about knowledge. Right? Knowledge is important in our life. We must have the knowledge so that we can see which things are good and bad, we can differentiate things that goes wrong and right, we can also fight whoever telling us the wrong information because we have that brain, the idea, the knowledge to think about it. Well, whatever it is, what I want to tell to everyone in this world (perhaps everyone can hear me out) Please do learn. Please do love your subject in your school (to students, of course.) Seriously you will feel the fun-ness when you're doing your studying. Hmph. Trust me. Toddles.

October

HEEEEEEY EVERYONE! ITS BEEN SO LONG I HAVENT POST ANYTHING XD

Currently I'm having my big exam this month till next month. Start at 7th of Oct till 15th of Nov. So far Bahasa Melayu, IRK and English already finished. Left with the other 6 subjects. Yesterday, I've done Computer 1, Biology 6 and POA 2. Can you imagine, 3 paper in A DAY? UNBELIEVABLE. I don't know what to say anymore. The paper was very hard for me cause I'm not ready for it. I haven't revise most of the topic so yeah I didn't do very well. Not enough revision. Felt so regret for playing along all this time :(

My next exam is on Monday, which is 3 more days from now on. Biology 2. Haven't touch them yet. Lazy plus tired because of yesterday. Doing my best shot, letting all my brain to worked, pressuring them. Poor them but I'll start tomorrow, Insya allah :p

Hari Rayaaaaaaa

7th August - Liat anak bulan, tapi tak nampak.

8th August - Last puasa... Kita akan berjumpa lagi pada tahun hadapan, insya allah!

9th August - Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri Mohon Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Please do forgive all my wrongs heheh ^^, oh yeah

Sungkai out

30th July, Tuesday

I came back from school at 3 pm then I took a very quick shower and get ready kan jaaaaaalaaaaan xp
Heavy rain, zqah ambil then zoom ke MAAAAALL!

Our midpoint was at besteastern (bookstore) so both of us went there, but none of them havent got there yet so we went up to the cinema to buy the ticketsssss. After we bought the tickets, we went to besteastern again, we saw diyun my friend then three of us was looking, searching and reading the synopsis at the back of the book and and we were planning to buy the books but nevermind... then we saw amal (eyaaaaaah pretty amal was pretty: Surprisingly cause shes the type of boyish girl) and again we saw syifaaaaaa!

We went upstairs again to buy one more ticket for alex (nana's bf). We split up, im with syifaa while the rest with amal the big boss they went to buy the ticket. Then syifaa bought new a pairs of shoe for her at Bata. After that without wasting any time, we went inside the cinema to watch "Apartment 1303." DARN IT! Boring broooooooo = ='

Sungkai at Pondok Seri Wangi. I had fun :3