It hurts

I feel guilty and sad about it. We were planning to spend time together probably this week. He went back to bandar instead of staying at his kampung so he can hang out with me but the moment when he asked when will I be free? I said I dont know..... thats when all the guilty feelings I felt at that time. He said that its better to be at kampung... :( I know when hes at his kampung, theres a lot of things that he can do. Hes totally sad about it. I should've just told him to stayed there..Why am I so stupid?

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IM SORRY ABAAAAAANG! :'(