Sebenarnya saya isteri dia

Its Sunday, weekend.

 Last night I slept at living room with my sister. Bakas liat running man. Mom woke us up. She said to get ready for going to wedding ceremony at Bridex. Tired. Exhausted. Tired. Exhausted. That's all in ma mind. Seriously, I'm really tired. How come? I don't know, maybe lack of sleep.. T.T

Last Friday, ada this new series Malaysia keluar. It's "Sebenarnya saya isteri dia" dari buku novel sebenarnya tu. kekeke I can't wait to watch it. But, too bad I don't have astro so I can't watch it. DAMN!

But then, my friend just told me bout this websites. So, I looked at it.. yup, there it is the series. hehehehe

and again xp

I woke up late around 11 am. Today is Friday. Later afternoon, my eldest sister bring me and my cousins watching movie at Time Square, and again her treat ;p

Actually we were supposed to watching "The Fireman Circus" at stadium tertutup but then she's heard that the circus was boring. How does she know? From her friends and students. She's a teacher btw. So, she cancelled it and as exchange she treat us movie. I really want to watch the circus cause it looks like fun... T.T but nevermind then *sobs sobs*

So yeah, right now is 11.50 am. I just had my brunch. Im watching running man again... huhuhu you guys should watch it if you're bored. Trust me. You'll never get bored whenever you watch that ;)

ah, what movie? Its....

THE CROODS! XD

Finally. I want to watch this from last two weeks since it's premiere.

Watching movies tangah malam XD

Hari  ani, hmm... ke bridex with team guling tangan for this saturday for HM. So, the whole morning session langsung inda balajar.. (kira escape lah :p) huhuhuh then petang supposed to be ada extra poa, bm and maths but then semua cancelled. OH YEAH XD

Balik ke rumah, liat cerita "Shopaholic" sambil makan lunch. Habis. Then tidur sampai pukul 7 malam. Kena bangun kan oleh my sis, ia suruh get ready kan ke birthday party rah my aunt. Ngalih sebenarnya but I had to.

Sampai sana, makan, berehat then balik tarus. Balik ke rumah, all my sister kan keluar bejalan lagi... kan behapa? liat wayang lah! T.T without me! k, fine! menyamal...... but then akhir akhir nya kana bawa jua. kana lanja lagi.. hehehe

Wayang start pukul 11pm. We're watching G.I Joe Retaliation. Cool story. It was great.

Lucky tomorrow I don't have school. It's Friday.

Got home around 1am. Im not sleepy yet so we just continued watching running man... till 3 am heheheh

Gonna update tmorow morning again

xoxo

Wednesday, 27.03.2013

I can't think any better title for this post... so yeah I just make it as a date. Today's date.

My alarm woke me up exactly at 5 am in the morning, but then I snoozed it till when I woke up again at 5.30 am. I'm LATE! Then I went to toilet to take a quick shower. Done. Pakai uniform sekolah, then turun ke bawah arah living room. Sat on sofa, read my novel then tidur lagi balik, cause imma very tired. Biasalah tidur akhir, ngalih lah jadinya.. :p Tebangun pukul 6.25 am. Why? sal ka pirah berteriak memanggil namaku.. --' aiyayoh.. kacau ehh, nyaman sudah tidurku.. 6.30 am jalan ke sekolah! BELAJAR! XD

Arrived at school, singgah rah canteen kjap beli mineral water then tarus ke classroom.

Time masuk ke class, I saw amal (my friend) buat hw POA! Nuraini (my classmate) tolong dgani ia membuat. I just remembered that I haven't finished my hw poa too, so I joined them hehehe

First subject for today is Chemistry. After that IRK then break, P.E, comes MIB and lastly Geography. Dari start break sampai balik langsung inda belajar hohohoh happy nye :B

Morning session habis then petang lagi, extra class for Guling tangan... practice for HM (His Majesty) for this Saturday. Ada something about perumahan bla bla whatever.*black emoji*

Balik dari extra class tarus Hi-tea rah Nadj restaurant. yuhuuuuu. As always I ordered roti kosong. onyom. While waiting for my food, I watched their tv. Then suddenly ada this family baru masuk then duduk di belakang meja kami. I was attracted to this tall guy. Handsome, he has a cute face. I can feel his "hot aura" LOOOOOOL XD I keep my eyes on him. :p kekeke mcm biasa everytime aku pakai baju sekolah, bebau cause dari tadi pakai uniform, beminyak wah muka ani, melakat badan ani.. ada tia hot guy appeared! EISH!  KURANG ASAM! >:( cuba time diri ani fabulous, langsung nada!

Finally home. I don't know what to do, so I opened my laptop. Thinking, should I update my blog or not? So here I am listening to 'Bila Rindu by Ruffedge' while updating my new blog. This is my everyday life if you wanna know... 

Bah, kan mandi.. bebau sudah ni aku ahh.. dari tadi pagi kali ahh seharian di sekolah saja :p so, see ya tmrow peeps xx

The truth

Assalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakahtuh. Hey my name is Mumtazah. Yup that's my real name xp well I'm about to turn 16, sweet 16 to be exact in May :p and currently lives in Brunei. Know Brunei? It's a very small country located in somewhere around Borneo..? Nice and peace country. Our population are not more than millions and our Sultan (the one who rule our country) are the best! You'll never regret if you're one of the Brunei-ans and me myself proud to be one. If you still don't know where? Search on Google then, it's not that hard and that is the most easiest way to find it. hehehe and also... we speak two languages (Malay and English) like Malaysian but the way we talk more to Brunei of course. In here, it's very rare for you to see tall people cause most of the Brunei-ans are small and short or more less average. okay, wait? Why am I talking about my country? ahaha whatever it is.. stop there! XD

I have three things to talk about. Firstly about 'my school'-education, studies.. etcetc
Like I told you on my last post, this year I' having a big year, EXAM! which is O'level... T.T everyday my parents, teachers and my whole family always remind me to study, study and study! Never forget to pray to Allah and always doa! I know that and alhamdulillah. I'm stress, I feels like I'm being pressured, pushed by them but weirdly it's making me more stronger than I could ever imagine and I believe that I can do this. I want to try my best this year. To be the top, successful and ke jalan yang lebih ceria di masa hadapan. Amin. :D

Secondly is about my love life...
well yeah as you know... I have a weak heart, easy to fall in love with boyssss and bla blaaaaaa~ eh, not really. Yes I admit it, I like him.. yknow who. but but but the more I like him the more I love him. See the different? and the more I love him.. the more I miss him? Get it? and the more I miss him the more I hate him and now my feelings for him getting faded....? Yup that's true. Why? Don't ask me, cause I don't know why. To tell you the truth, I seriously don't get it with my love life, I'm a total failed when it comes to this even right now..

Third, bout my life.
Normal. Gotten better I think? huhuhu or not....

Seriously I don't know if someone out there were reading my post... or not. Viewing all my blogs or just staring at it o.o I don't know. ahahaha but THANK YOU!

Later, xx

*sigh*

Dulu, memang hampir tiap tiap hari kami bertexting.. tapi sekarang dah semakin berkurangan. Kenapa? I think maybe because of we're getting awkward with each other. Why? Last time we fought because of misunderstanding. I knew I was the one who started it but yeah just like I told you its just a misunderstanding. Yup I regret of doing that to him.
I was bored at that time, so I stalked him lah, tak salah kan? bukan ada yang larang pun nak stalk dia. Then I saw he was tweeting with his friend. Which is a girl, I don't mind at first then the more I stalked them the more I got jealous and jealous became mad and so I cried. I don't know why, but my friends said that even though hes not mine but its okay to get jealous right? Its normal.Since I started to like him, siapa jugak yang tak jeles tengok orang yang dorang suka texting sama orang lain? Tak jeles kah tu namanya? O.O
After that I text him that I stalked him and asking who's that girl? He said that, they're just best friend, not more than that. Then I said okay, then what about me? Am I your best friend too? cause we share everything to each other. "I've never thought of that" he said. So, all this time.. what am I to him? "I know I was being stupid crying and get jealous even though you're not mine" I said. Then the next day, I stalked him again.. "Shiz. You acted like im yours" then he stop tweeting with that girl. When I saw that, im getting mad cause I did told him already that Im just telling him my feelings that I got jealous and NOT TOLD HIM TO STOP TWEETING WITH THAT GIRL! GAAAAAAAAH!
It happened and I already knew it was my fault so I text him again to apologize and stuff. Till right now our relation is hanging just like that. I don't know what he is to me. Friend? Best friend? Enemy? Admire? Crush? Stranger? or what? Idk. Once a month I did text him that how is he? and I miss him and bla bla bla. He didn't treat me like he used to. So sad. Im a heart broken right now.
Just now when I think about it, I feel my pride and ego decreasing just because of him. I feel regret. Rasa saya dipermainkan! I felt stupid! SO, I make up my mind that I WILL NEVER TEXTING WITH HIM AGAIN! and I'll try to move on. I knew I still have a feelings for him.. but also I can feel that my feelings for him getting faded... and whenever Im texting with other guys.. I feel annoyed with them. Well, I guess my heart turn into a rock again.

Last day of holiday

My my... baru je nak cuti... pejam celik pejam celik dah habis holiday.. :'( boring..
I just remember that we have homeworkssssssss and i haven't do any of it :p bukanya baru ingat tapi sengaja dilupakan supaya tak ingat yang kita orang ada homework ^^,
Since today is our last day of holiday.... so, imma gonna start to do my hw, not this morning but tonight kekeke
5 hours ago, I woke up and I took my malay novel on my table beside my bed.. and went downstairs at living room.. sat on my fav sofa and started to read it. Done finished reading 5 chapters then i went upstairs to take my shower. After that i went downstairs again.. to have my breakfast.. not really breakfast but brunch instead... :p its almost noon btw. So i went to the dining room to see is there any food left to eat or not? but no luck.. no foooooood!! X( imma HUNGRY TO THE MAX! aiyayohh
Sedih nye... tak ada makanan nak dimakan... *sobs sobs* so i went to kitchen lah, opened refrigerator and found something that attracted me ;) oh yeah.. know what i found? its *drums rolls* CHOCOLATE! hahahaah idk whos the owner of the choco, but who cares? and its still new.. so i took it and ate it only 6 bars then idk just like that im full already XD
now, idk what to do? hmm..... nak buat hw? alaaaaaa... later jelah :p
AH! LIAT KDRAMA! XDDDDD later peeps

Its all about him

Okay, let me continue what ive left behind..
The next day after that i followed his twitter and I really wished that he would gonna follow me back and he did! YEAY! Im so happy bout that.. then the next step after that I tweeted him... hehehe i said "hey, remember me?" then he replied "yeah ofcourse i remember you" WHOA! HE REMEMBERED ME! TEARS OF JOYFUL! XD then chit chat chit chat. Our convo is totally ended.. :'(
2 months after that I tweeted him again, I said' Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri" he replied too then he started to dm me... uwwww... i like this part ;) He asked me either imma gonna open house for raya celebration or not? If yes he will come. Then I said yes but im too scared to give him my address cause yknow hes still stranger to me, who would gonna give their address to stranger right? but yet im excited! at that time i thought he was just joking asking for my address so i didnt give him lah, i did tried to give him last time but he said he already knew my address. I asked him, how come? he said cause hes a wizard, he knows where everyone lives at. Who would believe at him? so, i just laughed. ha'ah then i asked him back, what about him? he said "err.. bout that? hmm... yeah" then i asked him, "your address please" i said. then he said "can i have your phone number?" I almost got a heart attacked! OHMYGOD! I cant believe it, hes just asking me, my phone number!!!!!!! but i said, "err.. sure" then i gave him.. then i said again "but why?" then he replied.. "it might be easy for me to text you up at WA and its private ;)" AGAIN! HEART ATTACKED! XD kekekeke /(^.^)/
He text me up, but he didnt text me his address.. weird right? but idc bout that anymore.. cause im really inlove at that time.. kekeke xp
He came to my house, that was the second time we met and all my family was surprised! They asked him, who is he? Then he introduced himself and said that im his friend. When my sister heard bout that she went to me immediately and she started to bullied me.. =.='
Idk why when I looked at him, his face became red and when im talking to him, he was extremely shy! very hard for me to hear his voices... ahahaha hes so funny! That night im asking him, when he will gonna open his house? then he said.. tmrorw! Then I was like... WHAT? you gotta be kidding me? Why didnt you tell me earlier?? ahahaha then he said "you better come tmrow" then I said "okay promise"
So, as we promised.. I came to his house... That'll became my third met with him... *blush blush* I spent the whole day at his house! oh that was my first time going to a guy's house! fuuuuh...
For the whole months till end of year.... I keep thinking bout him... even right now...

Happy Birthday to my bestfriend! ;D

Actually her birthday was yesterday.. so, Happy belated birthday to my dearest friend. May all your wishes do come true and have a blast! I really hope that you're going to have fun and enjoy your special day. Honestly, im sorry if i ever made you mad at me.. hehehe You're not getting old but you're getting better and better ;) We laughed together, we sang together, we teased each other, we hate and love each other. We will always be "we" no matter what xp I'm always insecure whenever we're hang out together cause you're really pretty. So, stay pretty  and you always look fabuloustaaaa whatever you wear so just be confident with what you wear :p ahahah. Thank you for everything you did to me. I really appreciate, no really. You're the best ever.

I know you're a big fan of kpop and i know you're really wanna go to South Korea. There's once I asked you about what you want for your present then you said you wish you want a ticket to go there (South Korea) on your birthday, Im sorry i cant grant your wish.. T.T but your beloved mother did granted your wish. SO, HAVE FUN AT KOREA! Dontchu ever waste every second, minutes of it. Dontchu dare to close your eyes when seeing the every sights of there or else i'll kick yer ass!

Last but not least, I wish for your happiness and wish you to find the right guy for you who will stand besides you, who will always listen to your story and who lend his shoulder for you to cry on and once again Happy Belated Birthday..

Holiday?

We have 2 weeks for our first holiday of the year. Well ofcourse the first day of the holiday, im so happy cause 2 weeks no school... huhuhu but then 3 days after that.. im getting bored! --' nothing to do at home. i wanna get out from my house but then to where? if i wanna watch movies, or shopping? swimming? or bowling? too bad i dont have money, im broke like seriously broke! T.T so i thought maybe for the whole holiday im gonna read my novels, watch tv, sleep, eat and stuff.. poor life :'(
This year im having a big exam which is O'level, so both my parents totally forbid me from going out with my friends or going anywhere outside my house except for going to my school... seriously? T.T but thats okay as long as this year exam finish, then im free to go to anywhere i want! freedom? oh yeah~ even if im clubbing too my parents doesnt matter bout that :p naaaaah just kidding! XD my teacher and my family expect me to study for this holiday, no more having fun! seriously? their gotta be kidding me? T.T i need fun too okay? i dont want to get old at this age cause too much stress and pressure from them. I know what am i doing.
As you can see, this year i have o'level right? so... thats mean, everyday we have extra class.. which mean, this whole year we dont have holiday! hmph! sucks to be me. THIS IS NOT HOLIDAY! X(((((( so saaaaaaaaaaaaad... what to do? i dont have any choice, so just wake up early as usual then go to school then finish then go straight home and then doing nothing at home.. --' wait wait oppst im sorry... first week of the holiday yes we have holiday then the second week of the holiday we have extra class. we only just have one week to enjoy our holiday..
Today is the 6th day of the first week, Saturday! i was planning that me and my sister trying to sneak out from this house! woot woot! XD hahahha no lah, we just planned that we're going to mall have some lunch, shopping then bowl bowl, my parents allowed us going to mall, cause im going with my sister not anyone else, if they know im going out with my friends then IM DEAD! its my sistaaaa treat so since free chance? ill take it before she change her mind!
yeay! so what am i waiting for? kekeke lets go to the maaaaall! nyehehe see ya later peeps ;) gotta be quick! this is holidaaaaay at last xp

This is just the beginning...

I don't know what to say or where to begin with... but yeah i'll try my best B)

Started at 3.20pm,

Actually dah lama saya tau blog ni memang wujud tapi baru sekarang ni baru ada kesempatan nak buat. Nak buat tapi asyik-asyik lupa je so, malar tertangguh lah everytime nak buat.. hehehehe

Al-Kisaaaaaaaah... XD

Setiap manusia memang mempunyai someone special kat hati dorang kan? kan? apa lagi dengan binatang? binatang pun sama jugak! Mereke pun pandai nak becinta cinta kut :p begitu jugak ngan saya... :p 

Pertama kali berjumpa ngan si dia.. waduh! "Love at first sight" XD HANDSOME buanget! Mau copot aje jantung gue! kekeke maaf terlanjur nak cakap bahasa indon pulak :8) Im a girl, memang cepat lemah setiap kali terjumpa mana mana lelaki hot gitu. Mula-mula saya main main je suka kat dia, tak mau serious, mau main cuci cuci mata je ;p tapi sekarang dah jatuh hati beneran kat dia! susah nak keluar kan... 

Before that, semua kawan saya memang dah kenal dia.. cuma saya seorang saja yang tak kenal. All of them ada bercerita "bergossip lah" tentang si dia ni, saya tak ambil kisah... Not interested lah konon.. tapi memang betul saya tak kisah. Waktu tu saya tak berminat sangat nak mencari boyfriend, apalagi nak bercinta? eish. geli aku! Saya seorang budak perempuan yang sangat berminat dengan anime, cartoons, kpop, kdrama, manga, memang sah gila kalau diajak nak bercerita tentang tu, apalagi kalau dibawa nak menonton bersama..  mau lupa dunia! memang dah lama saya gemar ngan semua barang tu, sejak kecik lagi. tsktsk. Kawan saya dah immune ngan ulah saya yang kebudak budakkan ini, mereka jugak kadang kadang geram kerana hati saya terlalu keras bagai batu, salnya tak pernah couple and suka ngan lelaki. Betul ke? takda lah... couple tu memang tak pernah tapi suka? memang malar, kan sudah saya cakap yg saya ni seorang perempuan.. cepat lemah kalau meliat lelaki kacak :p tapi saya diam diam je lah.

Last year, I went out with my bestfriends "girls day out", tak disangka rupanya dorang bawa bf dorang! bf dorang pulak bawa geng geng nya yang lain lagi! makin ramai lah! = =' eish. merosak suasana lah, kata nak "girls day out" tapi ni dah jadi reunion pulak! tapi tak apa, di sana lah saya terjumpa buah hati saya buat pertama kali nye... nyehehehe :8) kembang kempis hidung aku! Then? to be continue... xp

Finished at 4.20pm